Thursday, March 15, 2012

Weakness to Strength

Remind me who I am, and for whom I live, Lord. 

2 Corinthians 12:9-10 "But he said to me "My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 


    When entering a situation already worrying about my weaknesses, focus not on where you're worried to fail, but on how awesome it is that when we are weak, He is strong
He picks up my slack, that HE is strong in my weaknesses.
    That's what came to me as I sat in my car, prepping myself to enter a social situation that I wasn't all too excited to enter. I'll be the first to admit, I'm not the quickest to open my Bible and pray at random moments, but recently I've found myself doing exactly that. 
What a difference it can make. 
   I wasn't sure what I needed to pray about, but I knew I was nervous and already scared of my own weaknesses, so in lifting that up to God I was brought to the aforementioned verse and my spirit was calmed before I stepped forward with my day; freshly renewed with His strength. 
    He wants me to be strong in Him, not myself. There's no hope for me to be confident in myself, I worry more than most and care far too much of how other's perceive me. But in that deep weakness, He's able to  show just exactly how strong He is! To remind me that there is nothing I can be that He can not work with, all to His glory. That literally, the times when I am struggling the most is when He can be obviously present. It can be easy to become confident in our own strength when things are going well, but there will always be some situation that brings us back to our knees to remind us that we simply can not handle what  this world entails, yet another reason we need Him, our Savior. - And that's okay! We are made to need Him! It's beautiful! So many times I feel sad in my weaknesses because I want to be strong FOR Him, when I forget that I'm made strong, THROUGH Him. 
    And that's just pretty darn awesome. 

Monday, September 12, 2011

I'm leaving.. on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be back again...

.... Truly though, I don't know! We've yet to obtain our return tickets: but tomorrow we (myself and two members of my family) are heading to Toulouse, France! 


    Though planning on returning in February to Alaska, Proverbs 16:9 comes to mind here "A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps." May the Lord be my guide and my strength in this adventure. I don't know what's going to happen, what the outcome will be - no idea in the least. But (Isaiah 41:10) "Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." What I DO know is that I'm going to be taken care of; that what worries, trials, adversities - are all more opportunities to grow closer to Him and show glory of my God's strength.  


So no need to worry...but.... these bags won't pack themselves! Until next time, possibly the next post will be from France! I leave from NY around 6pm, September 13th. Ready as I can be :)


Blessings and love your way, 
{cause you're awesome enough to read my blog! ;) }
~ Sara


Check it out! - Link -> Toulouse


Monday, August 8, 2011

Time. Flies.

(Photo: My final host family with me at the airport in Belo Horizonte, Brazil as I was about to head home.
{left to right}
Marcell my host brother, me, Neide my host mom, and Kennedy my host dad.
August 8th, 2010)



I mentioned that I spent a year on a Rotary Youth Exchange, in Brazil.

Well...
Exactly one year ago - August 8th, 2010. I was leaving Brazil to head back to Alaska. My time had come, my year had passed..
...and passed faster than I could have ever prepared for.
In fact, the year itself was something I couldn't have been prepared for.
Full of learning: hard and easy lessons... friendships and testings of friendships... cultural differences to where I found out it's not possible for me to claim one culture only. I'm American, Alaskan to be exact, and I'll always be Brazilian as well. Who knows what else is to come...
If I thought I liked traveling and new experiences before my year abroad, I don't even know how to explain my love for them now. Other than - consistency bores me (currently... maybe one day I'll enjoy knowing where life is headed..)
Really though - I'm not here to explain to you my feelings right now, simply because. I can't.
There aren't words... If you know what I mean, maybe you're a fellow rebound (past exchange student), then you just know.
That year abroad, and this year back in Alaska...aahh.... what to say, what to say.
I'll say this - I won't wallow in the sadness of the moments gone, but cherish the memories and move forward to make more amazing memories. I see life as one adventure after the next. Just think, nothing lasts forever, so I won't wish for what is gone. Just fondly remember what has passed, while embracing the moment I have now and the ones to come.
Which right now means - bedtime. Goodnight everyone... thank you for reading.
I just feel a lot of love right now so, ending this post with love - Sara

Sunday, August 7, 2011

First and foremost - Hi, I'm Sara Zwink.

(Photo: Muir Woods: San Francisco, California - July, 2011)


Well hello there! Welcome to my blog :)

I'm going to guess that you already know me (to some extent) if you're reading this. In case not, here's all you need to know {for now ;) }

*I'm Christian - now this doesn't really have much to do with what I'll blog (necessarily) but, it's who I am.

*I'm 19, grew up in Alaska. Three brothers and dad made me a tom-boy, but my mother made me a lady. So, I'm well rounded (I'd say).

*I love, living. Traveling, seeing, hearing, tasting, sharing.

*I went on a Rotary Youth Exchange 2009-2010 to Brazil.
*Always loved travel, but that experience changed my life forever, I'm kinda addicted to travel and new experiences. Haha.



And you're welcome to join me onto the next adventure, to where ever life takes me! I'm hoping to keep fairly well updated here... though that didn't work too well for my Brazilian experience blog ( http://akbrasilbaby.blogspot.com/ ). But I believe in trying and trying again.

So you're welcome to follow me and join me in this whole... dealio!

Thanks for reading
~Sara